Health question?

i was wondering if there is any one else that experiences this. i hate going to see any doctor becuase of past experiences. i remember from being as little as i can remember of being probed for reasons i dont know, since i wasnt sick. then at a young age during a checkup, was forced to participate in a full physical exam. its something that has haunted me since and cant get over the fact that it seems there is a lot of unnecesary probing.